I love these men. They have been a source of comfort and strength many a day, but even with them, I have often pondered how the beauty of those relationships is only possible because of the platonic nature of them all. A sexual relationship would tarnish the respect they have for me and I would lose myself in pursuit of their affection...
I question where that leaves straight women. Are we doomed to be in relationships in which we immediately assume the inferior status? Subconsciously, I answered that question in the positive, so I abstain from men. I don’t date...
The line between being loving and being a doormat is not clear and that frustrates me."
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